What’s a girl to do?!
—–Original Message—–
From: Him
To: Me
Sent: 7/6/2003 12:53 PM
Subject: it is as hot here as you think it is
Sarah,
I finally made it to TX and a computer. I am still praying for you all
the time. I am sorry that I was not more gentle with all of our
correspondence. Looking back I was just frustrated. I felt like you
didn’t understand how important you had been to me.
Your company over those months was a special gift and the irony is that it cemented in my
mind how much I do need a woman of God in my life. I think this is why I reacted so to your sermon that I did not need a woman but only wanted one. When you let me buy you dinner or hear what was on your heart or mind, you were serving me.. and I think you did not even know it… I need someone like you in my life… but I respect your decision not to
court me and understand it much better now that I see the desires and ideas that lead to your decision. You don’t have to pray for my wife if you don’t want.. you can just pray for me with the planes but if you do I think you are picking the easier battle for me! anywho, I am blessed and grateful that you shared with me how the LORD has been opening to you His love through others as of late. It took me years to realize (and I am still learning this every day) just how much I need my brothers and sisters in Christ. As Christians, we are only
part of Christ’s body… the church. and it is sure nice to have the rest of the body!
I have medical flight screening this week and could definitely use your prayers.. the flight surgeons don’t always get along with me too well.
LORD bless you now and forever and continue to extend to you the same
grace that has made you the beautiful servant of Him that you are,
Josh
