Now for the elite update…

Some serious action has been going on in Sarah’s ‘special personal life’. Jared called me tonight! Well, first of all…let me start with this. Last night when I got back I called my parents to let them know I got back safely…my dad told me that Jared had called just moments before to arrange a time to meet with my parents! My dad told me that he’s meeting with Jared this Wed! I was like ‘what in the world!?’. So when Jared called me today, you can imagine how anxious I was feeling. I’m so confused! We had talked about the status of our friendship before I left and I did give him a little kiss goodbye. (Turns out that that little kiss was his FIRST kiss ever!) But we had established that our relationship was to remain a ‘friendship’ because of distance and because he didn’t feel that it was fair to get involved when he knew he was going to be going away even after he graduates. (He’s in ROTC and is set to be a commanding officer for at least 4 years after graduation.) Anyway, he called me today to say hi and to tell me that despite his reputation of ‘pushing people away’, he doesn’t want to push me away anymore. He was having a difficult time, I think, trying to say what he meant. But I think he was telling me that he has hope for a future and he would like to eventually ‘define’ our friendship more. Yikes! I’m excited and yet I’m scared at the same time! I think I need a Loreanne hug right now!!!
Gee wiz, I was hoping this would be a ‘career focused’ quarter, haha. Lord help me!

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4 Responses to “Now for the elite update…”

  1. trademehalos says:

    yay! This is me jumping up and down for you! Can you tell? I’m excited for you 🙂 Although I don’t know Jared that well, I do know he’s a sweetie. He’s always been really nice. I hope things work out 🙂 yay!!!! *big hug* Good luck!
    P.S. Thanks for the belt! I assume it’s from you because it just appeared on my bed the day you came by. It’s really cuuute. I wore it today and I love it! Sorry my mom lost your gift! I’ll have to find it and send it to you…or you could just come back really soon. 🙂

  2. nerdalie says:

    I knew that blush you had when he called wasn’t for nothing!!! Heheh love is in the air. I wish you good luck on staying focused.

  3. sarahmadson says:

    I’m so glad you liked the belt! Yes, it’s from me, hehe. I can’t wait to get the gift in the mail! I love getting mail.

  4. sarahmadson says:

    Re: Exciting!!!
    Thanks! Keep me posted on any new ‘interests’ in your life too!

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