Don’t pray for things you don’t really want…
So it’s weird…I’ve got this strange mix in my life right now. It’s like a blend of blessings and trials. And although I know both are very much to my benefit, I could really do without the trials right now.
I’ve been humbled many times this week, but I’ve also been uplifted too. I’m in a neutral zone, feeling like I should be doing something, but I’m not sure what it is.
Now, for the first time in a while, I’ve sat down and reflected on my schedule and realized that I might be pushing myself too hard…or even worse, I might be pushing myself too hard – in the wrong direction.
Tuesday:
9:30am – 10:30 Chapel
10:35 – 11:00 Say farewell to roommate’s boyfriend
11:10 – 6:00pm Run around like mad person working on article and paper for argumentation that’s due tomorrow
6:00pm – 6:45 Floor dinner
7:00pm – 8:00 Meet with UCOR group for project
7:45 – 8:10 Work at Falcon office
8:15 – 8:40 sit and gather myself (updating journal right now)
9:00pm – ? Secret floor business
? – ? finish argumentation brief and UCOR paper
Wed:
9:00am – 2:50pm Classes
3:00 – 4:00 interview for job at bookstore
4:15 – 6:30 homework/study, blah blah
6:30 – 7:00 dinner
7:00 – 9:00 more homework/studying
9:00 – 10:30 GROUP
10:45 – ? Secret floor business
